So right now i'm a blogging failure. The semester ended last week and I still haven't posted anything. In my defense I have been very busy! I moved everything from my cute little apartment on campus home for the weekend and then on Monday I moved just about everything back up to Logan into a new apartment that I still don't know how I feel about.
I would take pictures of my sterile and drab apartment but sadly I left my camera at home. Things just aren't working out for me!
I have three roommates... I think. I have only met one of them long enough to know that her name is Morgan.
Basically having an apartment all to myself sucks! I wake up in the morning and as far as I know the roommates are gone. I come home in the evening after work and yet again they are gone... or they could be sleeping. This apartment situation has made me realize just how much I don't want to be single once I graduate in three years (I added an extra year onto my original graduation date). There is no way in heck that I ever want to have an apartment all to myself!
I guess that if the apartment was only mine I wouldn't feel like I couldn't do anything in it. I could move stuff around in the kitchen because all of it would be mine! I could sit in the living room and watch tv because it would be my tv! Goodness, I could walk around with no clothes on because there wouldn't be the chance of having a roommate walk in on me (not that I would do that... awkward!)
It's been hard dealing with the drastic change. I lived with the same girls my Freshman and Sophomore year in a tiny little apartment on campus. Now I live in a bigger townhouse with practically no one. Goodness, I like my privacy but not this much! I've had anxiety for over 24 hours now and have managed to eat a handful of cereal, a piece of bread and half of a Nutrigrain bar. It's no fun having anxiety that makes you want to puke your guts out!
I know that everything will get better though! I'm going to find a new job! I'm going to have fun with the friends that I have! I'm going to learn to appreciate the extreme privacy! I'm going to make the best of the situation!