Failure

So right now i'm a blogging failure.  The semester ended last week and I still haven't posted anything.  In my defense I have been very busy!  I moved everything from my cute little apartment on campus home for the weekend and then on Monday I moved just about everything back up to Logan into a new apartment that I still don't know how I feel about.

  

I would take pictures of my sterile and drab apartment but sadly I left my camera at home.  Things just aren't working out for me!

I have three roommates... I think.  I have only met one of them long enough to know that her name is Morgan.  

Basically having an apartment all to myself sucks!  I wake up in the morning and as far as I know the roommates are gone.  I come home in the evening after work and yet again they are gone... or they could be sleeping.  This apartment situation has made me realize just how much I don't want to be single once I graduate in three years (I added an extra year onto my original graduation date).  There is no way in heck that I ever want to have an apartment all to myself!  

I guess that if the apartment was only mine I wouldn't feel like I couldn't do anything in it.  I could move stuff around in the kitchen because all of it would be mine!  I could sit in the living room and watch tv because it would be my tv!  Goodness, I could walk around with no clothes on because there wouldn't be the chance of having a roommate walk in on me (not that I would do that... awkward!)

It's been hard dealing with the drastic change.  I lived with the same girls my Freshman and Sophomore year in a tiny little apartment on campus.  Now I live in a bigger townhouse with practically no one.  Goodness, I like my privacy but not this much!  I've had anxiety for over 24 hours now and have managed to eat a handful of cereal, a piece of bread and half of a Nutrigrain bar.  It's no fun having anxiety that makes you want to puke your guts out!

I know that everything will get better though!  I'm going to find a new job!  I'm going to have fun with the friends that I have!  I'm going to learn to appreciate the extreme privacy!  I'm going to make the best of the situation!

Loves,

Kelsey